Well, I've never written a blog before so this will either be really fun and I'll love it. Or I'll be really bad at it and hate it.

I'm never sure how people know what to write about on these things. It seems like some of these bloggers just know how to be funny and witty, and have wonderfully fun exciting lives. Me, I'm not sure if I'll be able to get my point across the way they do. My life isn't particularly exciting, nor am I particularly witty or funny. I do have my moments, of course, but then again who doesn't. My life is wonderful but I'm not sure about wonderfully fun.

With DBF being in the military we just don't seem to have much time to do wonderfully fun things. Add to that the fact that I work nights just like him but with slightly different hours. He leaves about 3 hours before I do and gets home about 2 hours before me. Which usually means that he's passed out on the couch when I come home and I have to wake him up enough to stumble to bed. We wake up in the middle of the afternoon to head to the gym and I stay up until he has to leave for work. Then I take a nap for a few hours and I head in to my job.

Some weeks are better than others. See, his schedule switches around  every few weeks and we get days off together. I'm glad that we're about to have today off together. It's our first day together after working completely opposite schedules for the past few weeks. I've missed him.

I always seem to get really antsy and worried when I don't get to see him for longer than a few hours a day for even a week. I seem to have it in my head that he'll enjoy his time away from seeing me and he'll suddendly realize that he's too wonderful for me. Now, I know that I'm being crazy. It's just hard sometimes when his job takes up so much of his time and I'm being insecure. Someday I'll get over that. I hope. But for now I'm going to do my best to tamp the worry down and enjoy being with the most wonderful man I've ever met in all my life.

Hmm, I guess that was as good of a first blog as I'm going to get. I'm going to try not to over edit things...